And I knew, I knew from what they were saying that I was about to die.
Somehow I was back in my parents' bathroom in Stockton, but it was bigger. Big enough for me to sit down and stretch out on the floor.
I had just gotten out of the shower, wrapping my towel around me when I understood what was about to happen.
I could feel my body giving out and growing weaker. I had my phone in my hand, and though I could have spent my last seconds dialing the emergency line, I chose to relax. I could say that I resigned to what was happening, but that isn't accurate. In that moment I knew I was passing away and I was at peace.
I made sure my towel was covering me, so that whoever found me would not find me indecent.
And before I left, I closed my eyes and said, "God, thank You for this beautiful life."
And I felt... Really felt... My body giving out. It was like suffocating, or my heart bursting. And yet I was at peace.
At peace.
And then I woke up.